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April 14

一天

 今天没有什么特别的,所以我就姑且说一说我们青蛙同学周四大驾光临御访本寒舍一事.

本周一中午,鄙人接到其来函,欲周四不辞辛苦千里迢迢从上海来到这蛮荒之地,正在我匪夷所思之时,我们平时堪称路盲的青蛙同学便以迅雷不及掩耳之势"喝令"小人呈送一详尽路线图.吾敢不从命?遂极尽所能,火速上呈.

待到周四,一切如计划所愿,除在上海火车站稍有耽搁,其余一切无恙.

终于在上午十一时四十分零八秒,我在一棵不怎么魁梧茂密的梧桐树后看到了我们正在无聊地做远视运动的王同学.

身体是革命的本钱,毛主席说的话惟有耳提面命.所以我们匆匆来到Lesvia,吃了一顿.过后便是一套重叙友情的例行程序.和我们王同学在一起,你只要带上一双耳朵即可,她可以在你耳边滔滔不绝地谈上个把小时,从近日温总理访日到中国对日的关税问题,再从其快乐的大学时光追溯到我们无比唾弃的高中岁月,而我呢,只有不时地锦上添花即可.这让我仿佛回到了高中时代,那每次回家的路上有人相陪的美好感觉.(而且王同学还要拖着一单车)

德语课一毕,我便开始履行东道主的义务,陪青蛙同学周游上海松江区松江大学城二期公寓附近.在逛了n个小店后,指钟就无情地指向了四时多.我们就挥手作别了,其间我们还初步策划了五一节四人行动方案.

 王同学的总结性评论:这个地方我来一次就可以了.

April 13

a different class, the same tutor

For me, I mean as a student, I always have the keen curiosity for knowleadge. Therefore, it's not hard for you to deduce that I will follow those tutors that really have a character, or charisma, so as to put it. Shame as I am to confess that I never try to adopt a very scientific or effective set of deciplines to develop myself as a whole person, yet I have shape myself on my own thoughout those years and it is a sort of highly interior  freedom I most enjoy , I suppose.

When Prof. Wu stepped into the Class 9 this morning, I thought I was gonna this freedom. Greeting, Q&A, interpretation on the words, everything seemed a routine as he did last semester in our class. Not a single change.

but from the moment Ms. Yang blurt out the  words "It's wrong. Why me?", I must have smelt a different smell in this class. Gave me quite a shock, really. I think the style of our class  is just like lilies in the vally which has a faint fragrance of smell. And theirs, on the contrary, can be compared to the roses of flaminng color, whose odour  fills up the whole forest.

I can tell from his face that he is very happy to be in this classroom, share his thought with these youngmen. I can only be left with a little sense of loss.For our class, rather, for myself.

A different class, the same tutor, as time goes by... 

April 11

心理学啊心理学

今天精读课的duty report由我们一向对哲学心理学方面多有涉猎的Miranda同学担当,果然不出所料,这会她抛过来的砖是sensation,既而讲到人的instinct乃由sex和aggresion组成,just like the pull force and the push force whenever migration is referred .一开始还听得尚能理解,但随之由于走神便不知所云了.需要解释的是,Freud中的sex实际上是一种a response to our primitive desire instead of the sexual intercourse,这也就是我们认真的圆圆和Miranda的争执之所在,两相结合偏中性些,就是the need of reproduction.试想一下,我们人类所有的所有最后都不可避免地与这一词纠结,毋宁所是一种嘲讽.说到心理学中精神分析学的鼻祖弗洛伊德,他老人家是奥地利人,加上历史上那些振耳欲聋的哲学大师们几乎无一不是德国人士,足可见日耳曼人的过人思辩之处.我发现一个很有趣的现象,就是这些哲学家往往喜欢深究词义,说得通俗点,就是咬文嚼字.似乎开启他们源源不断的灵感之阀的就是词根或词义上的细微差别.就自己而言,语言只是人类思想的载体,但很多人类行为是无法用贫乏的词汇表明的,所谓大音稀声(the peak of speech is silence), 一个哲学家怎能通过载体而不是行为本身来探究世界的本原呢,况且词又生词,如此叠加.那些哲学家使用的德语的词根来创造了整个世界的哲学体系,令我着实费解.比较之下,我更喜欢福柯的分析手法,永远是事实第一.

April 10

my very self-existence

I didn't get up untill the clock striked 7 and the desk was a sheer mess. So I had to sort everything out before I left the dormitory, pathetic, really.

The first class went to Appreciation of American Literature, our amiable teacher Prof. Wu came up to the platform , with his somewhat triumphant walking style,and started the new  passage. It was written by Alice Walker, the author of the color of purple, dealing with the theme of generation values, I suppose. However, compared with the high opinion of Prof. Wu, mine was rather ordinary. Perhaps I don't enjoy such style. Not a slight depreciation, I wish.

One thing that quite gets on my nerves is that I have to have finished a logo design assign by the students' union by this weekend . The idea is easy yet all the stuff on computer is nearly tired me out. God bless me.

 

April 09

忍受住命运暴虐的毒箭......

上午一节精读,一节写作缓缓流过.令人高兴的是,我上次花了那么多脑汁的文章得了A plus,虽然评语只有寥寥几字,但对于学生而言,这无疑就是莫大的鼓励了.可惜的是,下周期中考试的文体竟还是我最头疼的议论文,象我如此慢热之人又要经历滑铁卢了.

晚上没有去上吴其尧老师的课,因为今日是讨论课,没有我旁听生的份,下次继续.

明天首节便是他的美国文学欣赏,期待.

 

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